SMEK\.

wuttt.

2009-07-28T21:01:00.001+08:00

hello, i'm back.
well, I'm just updating my nasty blog here.

life = loving it.
friends = loving it
school = don't mention it S-T-R-E-S-S.

ntg much to say right now. so bye ;)

heheh.

2009-03-24T13:06:00.013+08:00

hello readers.
I've moved to http://shiek-ah.tumblr.com/

Sorry for the trouble and it's up to you to relink or not to relink me ;]
thanks.
& this blog is full of memories so i won't be removing/deleting this blog.

yours truly, shiek.
farewell. \m/

mercyyyyy.

2009-03-23T13:25:00.009+08:00

3 more weeks to school and feeling oh so dreadful, tsk.
there is 3 things(which is very important, for me la) i've to do before school start.
1) Cut hair.
2) LOSE WEIGHT.
2) Meet gfs, SOON! Hope Sakeela is back to sg asap! ;p

Well, my brother still haven't come back yet, wednesday then :(
That day he call and ask/tell me that he's going to buy me a slipper, yay! Okay, i know it's super lame to hear, but somehow i don't have slippers okay. So yay for me, o nerds. -_-. Hmm, can't wait for 30 March, meeting Lyza. Looking forward to meet Sakeela, Alifah & Azura soon! I just wish we could meet before school starts ;p.

eh, anyway. The Hills Season 5 trailer is here! :B

wish you the worst.

2009-03-21T21:05:00.006+08:00

i miss my 3rd brother, sigh. he went to Bali with some of his mates.
i wish i could go traveling/jln2 with my gfs but no $$. -_-. (kalau ade org sponsor tkpe eh, lul.)
okay, i hate having eye bags & i can't stop myself from eating.
this iz so useless.

26 & 30 MARCH OI. ;p
\m/

no title, again.

2009-03-20T12:54:00.009+08:00

Sorry for not updating due to lazy-ness faulty.

Anyway, last Saturday & Sunday we and cousin went back to Village which is at Batu Pahat/Semerah. 2 hours of driving, i think. Went there to attend My Mother's Sister son wedding, understood? k actually i'm not so good at who iz related to who and who. okay nvm. you probably won't understand this line, right? -_- kk, overall, i really had fun there except for Sunday Morning (-.-) & do you know that i'm a such a ms forgetful, sighh. I really forgot to bring my brother camera!@#$. soxzxz not cool -.- O yeah, you can view the weddings etc photos @ Sherrynah Photo Album Check it out! and please do ignore some of my face at the picture/photo album. \m/ So yeah went back home at Sunday evening and at night, I was having a running nose and the next day I've a sty. Then mom had a back pain and I've to stay at home taking care of Adnan. (Like 1 week oi i stay @ home -_-.) and I hope by next week she will be fine. Hmm, April iz coming. crap ah. -.- Well, going to cut my hair soon with the help of my gfs! :D

INI SITI, my favorite lil' girl. \m/

Ms Sassy & Mr Bump = love.

This one iz all my Mom side but some are not (the two with pink & maroon scarf)
(and some people are missing in the picture, i guess.)

* 2 sorry note;

- Today should be meeting my gfs but I've to postponed/cancel it, sigh. I know you people must be disappointed, REALLY sorry. Can't wait to meet up next week! ;p and i hope nothing should be ruined etc on that day.
- To Netnapha, I'm really sorry about that day you waited fr me outside PolyC and I didn't come. I try contacting your house but it was busy, sighh. D:
*

& lastly, I'm growing fatter. sigh laaa -.-
okay bye.

yay.

2009-03-13T18:43:00.007+08:00

i feel like i can't wait fr tomorrow. ;p meet all of my mum's side, cousin, relatives etc ;p.

k, but i got one problem which is I've to wake up EARLY. -_-. sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
okay, I've pack some of my stuff and some, last minute. Okay, I'm figuring what to say next .. hmm. Well currently I can't wait fr 20 March and I hope this plan iz confirmed :b. I wnna enjoy with my gfs before school start, soon. Speaking of school, I feel like I'm not ready. sighhhhh more. Even if i think positive, all turn out to be negative. cool or whatt.
well anyway, i feel like changing my url or making a new blog but idk when? we see how ehhhh. ;p.

toot choot toot woot. -_-
haiz, gnna miss watching 'The Hills' and some awesome show/movie during Saturday & Sunday. :( so tak best. sighhhhhhhhh even more. ok laa, going to be hiatus for (idk how many days). I feel lazy to blog but will blog if i want to yeah. Keep the tag rolling people or alive, will reply asap ;p
& oh forgot to tell you that I'm currently liking my blog song; Letto - Lubang Di Hati. Heheheheheh okay lame. bye ah.

nothing else to do. x.x

2009-03-11T13:24:00.006+08:00

Truths! After you've filled this out, tag at least 10 people.

Do this when you're bored.

Last beverage → Orange Juice.
Last phone call → Home
Last SMS → go figure? only close one will know.
Last song you listened to → I hate everything you do by Three Days Grace
Last time you really cried → last Saturday? lol.

HAVE YOU EVER:

Dated someone twice → no.
Been cheated on → nope.
Kissed someone & regretted it → i don't think so?
Lost someone special→ very :(

IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU:

Fallen out of love → heh.
Laughed until you cried → maybe.
Met someone who changed your life → no.
Found out someone was talking about you → not sure.
Have you kissed any of your friends? → no.
How many kids do you want to have → 2 iz enough.
Do you have any pets → nope.
Do you want to change your name → no thank you.

What time did you wake up today → 9.30am?
Name one thing you CANNOT wait for → this saturday. balik kampong ah!!
Last time you saw your father→ when i was primary 6. :(!
What's one thing you wish you could change → rewind those times during 2008.
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → no?

What's getting on your nerves right now → don't know.
What's your real name → full name? Nurashikin Kasiri.
Zodiac sign → shoot. okay, saggi.
Elementary School → Clementi Primary
High School → New Town Secondary.

Hair color → black.
Long or short → average.
Are you a health freak? → don't know, lol.
Righty or lefty → righty

FIRSTS:

First surgery → eek, none.
First piercing → when i was small? i forgot -.-
First best friend → wtheck, i forgot sia. LOL.
First sport you joined → Badminton.
First pet → i think cat or fish? k, can't remember.
First vacation → Malaysia.
First crush → start something with J? I don't know why i fall for him, lol.

CURRENTLY :

Eating → nothing.
Drinking → Orange Juice!
Waiting → THIS SATURDAY!

YOUR FUTURE :

Want kids? → yeah, maybe.
Want to get married?→ lolololol.
Careers in mind? → Artist/Fashion design show or something? ;p

HAVE YOU EVER:

Kissed a stranger → no, i think.
Drank hard liquor → no.
Lost glasses/contacts → nope.
Ran away from home → never.
Broken someone's heart → maybe?
Been arrested → no.
Turned someone down → maybe.
Cried when someone died → of course, :(!

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

Yourself → lol, yes.
Miracles → depends?
Love at first sight → hah? maybe.
Heaven → yesyes.
Santa Claus → idk.
Kiss on the first date → idk.
Angels → yeah, ah.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :

Is there one person you want to be with right now? → where's brendon urie? :(
Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time → ah? no.
Do you believe in God? → yes.

gudnessssssssss? k crap.

2009-03-10T21:12:00.001+08:00

HALLO! ;p.

meet ira in the afternoon. went out to eat lunch and walk around. went home ard 4/5pm? then aft that went jogging. I DID 9 ROUNDS OF RUNNING AH. Okay for me iz not enough :( While running, both my kneecap feels hurt and i don't know why. Jeez, i hope nothing happen o.o Okay, haven't eat my dinner yet but i'm skipping it. heh? now i feel like vomiting and headache are coming through/in my head. mofos.

well,
FOUR MORE DAYSSSSSSSSSSSSSS TO GO.
Gosh, can't wait. Confirm at the village i will eat a lot because the food iz =(equal) to yummeh. ;p

hehehehe, ok i can't wait for 10pm. THE HILLS. ARGHHH! Lauren Conrad = LOVE. \m/
gosh, i love her style, body, make-up even her hair. D:
okay ah, bye.

Single ladies.

2009-03-10T14:22:00.001+08:00

best friends (not yet) forever.

2009-03-08T19:05:00.007+08:00

yesterday watched The Hills around 11pm till 1am. Gosh, i did cry the last part about some friendship stuff. After watching the show, went to my comfy bed and suddenly i think of this person and all those flashback came. Somehow i always say this to myself; "is that what you call 'bff's?" We know since primary 4 but now, we're like tearing apart? I feel so hopeless and sort of jealous. Maybe I'm the one who can't handle friendship stuff yeah? Oh i just suck at it.

Well, cheers for now.

huhu.

2009-03-07T00:06:00.001+08:00

THREE NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU:
1. Shikin.
2. Shik.
3. Smek/Kin.

THREE IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE AND EXPLAIN WHY:
1.7 DECEMBER - V.Important, lol.
2.13 March 09 - Starting school of ITE. Okay, not so important i guess?
3. I don't know lah.

THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES:
1. Walk around at West Coast Plaza.
2. Walk around at West Coast Plaza.
3. Walk around at West Coast Plaza.

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY WHILE STAYING AT HOME:
1. Playing with Adnan.
2. Listening to music.
3. watching dvds?

THREE PERSONS YOU MISS:
1. Alifah!
2. Sakeela!
3. lyza!

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
1.New phone?
2.LAPTOP.
3.Nikon/Fisheye Camera ^^v.

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1.jogging (chey)
2.badminton.
3.anything that suit me?

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1.LONDON!!!!!
2.Paris?
3.India?

THREE FAVORITE DRINKS:
1.Isotonic drinks.
2.Mineral Water.
3.Ice Peach tea?

THREE THINGS FOUND IN YOUR BAG:
1.Ipod Nano.
2.Phone.
3.Wallet.

THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
1.Black.
2.Green.
3.Brown.

TOP THREE HANGOUTS:
1. Home.
2. Jurong Point.
3. Any where.

TOP THREE U LOVE SO MUCH:
1. Friends & Family.
2. ADNAN.
3. maybe Ryan Sheckler? wahaha. ;p

TOP THREE WHO YOU THINK WILL ANSWER THIS SURVEY:
1. I don't know.
2. I don't know.
3. I don't know.

TOP THREE "THINGS SPECIAL TO YOU"
1. Ipod Nano
2. My bff, mates, gfs etc.
3. Family, relatives and god.

TOP THREE REASONS YOU ANSWERED THIS SURVEY:
1. Nothing to do.
2. Make my entries alive?
3. I don't know what to say.

*******

Okay, just came back home from Netball @ West Coast Park. It was so fun but it iz so tiring. Can't wait for another training! ;p Hmm, next week iz Badminton but i can't make it. Going back to village, yay! Kay, nothing much. Bye. ;p

Did That Happen To You?

2009-03-06T15:55:00.002+08:00

Rules:
1. Answer the questions as honestly as possible.
2. Post this as "Did That Happen To You?"
3. Tag 10 friends.
4. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
5. Have Fun!!!

1. What do you do if you are in the bathroom with a beetle flying around?
Run away.

2. What do you do if you hear a song you like playing on the radio when you are all alone in the room?
SING ALONG!

3. You want to speak to your crush badly. What is your pick up line? (Yes. Both boys AND girls have pick up lines)
Hey, watcha doing?

4. What do you do if all your friends hate a particular band that you love?
Eh, i don't care. lol!

5. What do you do when you trip and fall in front of many people?
imagine nothing happen and then look at those people (who look at me fall) and give them a 'whatcha looking at uh?' look. Okay, i know it don't make sense -.-!

6. You forgot to do your multiple-choice question homework (the one whereby you have to choose 1 out of 4 options given to you as your answer) and your class starts in 5 minutes. What do you do?
Do anyhow or copy someone paper/homework.

7. You have bad breath and someone speaks to you. How do you react?
Don't know, lol.

8. You just finished gym and after a shower, you drop your underpants on the wet floor. What do you do?
shout 'oh shootxzx.' or whatever ah.

9. What do you do if a personality quiz says that you have a lousy personality as your result?
do nothing? just a quiz wut. -_-.

10. Your friend gave you the worst gift you have ever received and asks: Do you like it? How do you react?
worst? I appreciate any gift that people give to moi ;p.

11.(Continued from question 10) What are you really thinking secretly inside?
don't know, nothing i guess.

12. A hot guy/girl keeps looking at you while you are on the bus. What are you secretly thinking inside?
don't ask me ;p

aku boring giler.

2009-03-05T23:05:00.003+08:00

okay, i have to stop staring at this computer but i can't? i can sense that my eye degree is increasing. told my mom about it but i didn't wanna waste her money buying me a new spectacles/lenses. but most important thing is my handphone battery. whenever i wanted to call someone or someone is talking to me otp and in a few minute, the battery went low and dead. that part, is so irritating. mom told my brother about it and he say my phone is spoilt and can't be repair, i think. gah, i hope this thing can be fix or repair asap! sigh, okay. i feel like i can't wait for 14, 15, 20 & 30 march. Meeting all my love ones. ;p hmmhmm, april is coming (soon) but i feel not so ready for school this and that. but still can meet sakeela, alifah and umi @ school! weehooo. ^^v.

okay, ermm, hmm. should i changed my url? i feel so itchyyyyyyyy right now. -_-.
aiya, i'm talking crap right? i know. okay gotta run! bye ;p

stress, stress, stress. -_-.

2009-03-05T21:57:00.000+08:00

gosh, today iz so a tiring day x.x

hangout with hidayu today. bought shoes at Geylang (tanjong katong building there). thanks ye hidayu (although you just came back from your class chalet and i know you're tired. gosh, really sorry for troubling you D:.) for accompany me to Geylang to Buona Vista then to Jurong East interchange. i should give a applause for my ez-link card for creating trouble, yay(not) -_-. If this doesn't happen, i wouldn't be so tired or stress or frustrated. and some more, I got irritated and being so detest to this staff at Geylang. She isn't helping but yet so fierce speaking. I just got annoyed, nod and left. Went to tanjong katong and bought my shoes. Then left @ Geylang and went to Buona Vista to try replacing my ez-link card. we walk around there and couldn't find the replacement thingay so i ask one of the staff and she's was so friendly. She gave me a card where to go to replace my ez-link card. Then I ask her a lot of question and i feel so much better. After that, went to JE and replace my card. Luckily it was free, but it was just an temporarily card. Okay, i feel tired alrdy. I don't think you people will understand this, right? hehehhhh. & on last monday, thanks net for accompany me to clementi cc to submit my bursary form. hope to catch up with you real soon. \m/

bye.

i need...

2009-02-27T11:57:00.002+08:00

i need new phone.
i need to have a bursary so i can share it with my mom & myself.
i need new clothes.
i need 1/2 pair of new shoes for school later.
i need to lose weight.
i need my gfs now.
i need an outing with my gfs.
i need something which i don't know what.
i need my niece and nephews.
i need ....

-_-.

walking on air.

2009-02-26T21:11:00.006+08:00

one of my brother was caught on accident, :(.
but he told that he's no that seriously injured, i hope.
but i'm still glad that he's still alive ;p.

well nowadays i'm cutting down on food and more to jogging.
yay me, not. how to lose these babat-ness? Gah, i wish i had a gym at my house or nearby or so, heh.
Eh, actually there's a stadium nearby but .. lazy ah to explain. Just that i'm not lazy to run or what, is the 'people' there. -.- Okay, crap much.

*****

March 14&15 come faster leh, i want 2 days, 1 night holiday @ kampong(village ard sungai nibong there). CONFIRM KECOHH OVER THERE!@#$.
Oh, i wish i was an kampong kid. You can drive w/o a license even if you're underage, how cool is that. MALAYSIA BOLEH, i get that.
Gah, miss cik ru and family, cik endon and family, wak ismail(idk how to spell his name ah or isit correct? lol) and family and more.
Wait, I MISS SITI MORE which is cik ru's daughter :D Will pinch her cheeks directly when i see her at the village. Hoho. Eh okay, bye x.

stop wasting your time reading here.

2009-02-25T14:35:00.003+08:00

I turn my head to the east, I don't see nobody by my side.
I turn my head to the west still nobody in sight.
So I turn my head to the north, swallow that pill that they call pride
The old me is dead and gone, The new me will be alright.

loving family.

2009-02-19T22:25:00.004+08:00

anyway, hi. I'm so bored.
-_-.

Well, these 2/3 days i didn't had time talk to 3rd brother because he was busy with work and some fire situation. It's like so difficult to talk to him yknow. He's the only brother where i can tell him what's going on with my life (so is mom) and more. He jokes with me but i get irritated easily. Entertain me like everyday when he's at home. Quarrel with him (sometimes) but forgive & forget. Gosh, he's such a special person. As you know, i've two brothers. The another one, I'm not so close to him. Yeah, I'm not sure why either -_-. Then my sister who is far away from here. I also couldn't get along with her much. So yeah, the only I'm so close with is my 3rd brother and also, mommie. \m/ But wait, I feel lucky having all of them as my siblings/family. Gosh, I just love them. What happens if i live without them? x.x ........

One more notice to these gfs;
SAKEELAAAA OR ALIFAH OR LYZA!! If you're reading this, please online or somehow. Wanna talk to you people so badly. So yeah, online soon okay!
Miss you people to the max, seriously. \m/ Outing soon beb.

& HAPPY SWEET 13 SERENEEEEEEEEEEE! xoxo.

too random.

2009-02-18T21:39:00.010+08:00

rules:
it's harder than it looks! copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag 10 people.

use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. they have to be real...nothing made up! if the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. you cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name : Shikin
2. A four Letter Word : Simi
3. A boy's Name : Syahid(?)
4. A girl's Name : Syahidah(?)
5. An occupation : Student
6. A color : Strawberry
7. Something you'll wear : Sleeves
8. Something you like: Sing(?)
9. A food : Spaghetti
10. Something found in the bathroom : Shampoo
11. A place : Shanghai
12. A reason for being late : still sleeping/snoring @ bed.
14. A movie title : Spectacular! (nickelodeon original movie)
15. Something you drink : Sarsi
16. A musical group : Simone Dinnerstein
17. An animal : Snake
18. A street name : Somerset
19. A type of car : Saab
20. The title of a song : Stolen - Dashboard Confessional

Gosh, can't wait for 14 & 15 March! BALIK KAMPONG AH.

One Word Test.

2009-02-12T11:49:00.006+08:00

USING ONLY ONE WORD! It's not as easy as you might think! Copy and change the answers to suit you and pass it on. It's really hard to only use one word answers. Be sure to tag the person you received it from!

1) Where is your cell phone?
Charging.

2) Your significant other?
work.

3) Your hair?
Ugly.

4) Your mother?
Cute.

5) Your father?
Handsome.

6) Your favorite flower?
roses.

7. Your dream last night?
Forgot.

8. Your favorite drink?
Isotonic.

9. Your dream/goal?
Polytechnic.

10. What room you are in?
Brother.

11. Your hobby?
Sleep.

12. Your fear?
Balloons(?).

13. Where do you want to be in 6 years?
Traveling.

14. Where were you last night?
Sleeping.

15. Something that you are not?
Ummmm.

16. Muffins?
drools.

17. Wish list item?
Money.

18. Where you grew up?
Singapore.

19. Last thing you did?
Breakfast.

20. What are you wearing?
Tees.

21. Your TV?
Off.

22. Your pet(s)?
None.

23. Friend(s)?
Love.

24. Your life?
Ordinary.

25. Your mood?
Sleepy.

26. Missing someone?
Very.

27. Car?
Maybe.

28. Something you're not wearing?
Shoes.

29. Your favorite beach?

30. Your favorite store?
Many.

30. Your favorite color?
Green.

33. When is the last time you laughed?
Yesterday.

34. Last time you cried?
Forgot.

35. Who will resend this?
Humans.

36. One place that I go to over and over?
Home.

37. One person who texts me regularly?
Syahirah.

38. My favorite place to eat?
Sakura(?).

39. My favorite food?
Chicken.

Gawd!@##$%.
JASON MRAZ is going to sing live here @ sg on the 5 March? GOSH. I SO SO SO WANNA GO TO HIS CONCERT. D:
& I'm gonna be Hiatus. I'm just lazy to blog, that's all. Maybe wait for march/april? lol. But tag will be reply asap! :D

Paul Twohill - Tell Me.

Gazette.

2009-02-11T16:11:00.002+08:00

Gosh. Look at the way right second guy(black hair), he is such a hotstuff.
THANKS to Ira that I'm so addicted to this band. HAHA.
Well today Adnan is having a flu, poor boy. But he seems so cheerful although he's sick. Gaah, he's such a cutie, very. My mom won't be taking care of him, anymore (idk when/which month).
Kak Wanie's will put Adnan & his little brother(new born bby) at her Father/Mother-In-Law side. Gosh, gonna miss him to the max. His like my everyday sunshine and also, my part-time boyfriend. :D Haha. Well, I'm pretty nervous to go back to school during April. Meet new friends, new classmate(?). Speaking of classmate, I miss my 2008 class which is OI. Gosh, so much memories. :( Oh muffin, why does Office Course is only 1 year? x.x Can I rewind the past? -.- Well, i have to stop typing now. Talking crap alrd. :S
Farewell.

-_-.

2009-02-09T21:18:00.003+08:00

i'm so sleepy.
but (confirm) once i reach to my bed i won't be sleepy.
-_-

ah, bye.

joy kiddos.

2009-02-08T21:31:00.003+08:00

(missing in the picture; Darma)

I just love spending time with my niece & nephew. Gosh, gonna miss them when they've gone back to KL -_-.
Alriteh, I've got nothing to say. Farewell.

transformer 2

2009-02-05T21:03:00.003+08:00

this is a MUST WATCH movie. omigosh, i can't wait.

random

2009-02-04T12:16:00.013+08:00

(found it @ Kak Wanie's Flickr)

1. Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 or more friends who might enjoy doing this as well as the person you got it from.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Single Ladies (Put a Ring On it) - Beyonce

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Dirty Little Secret - The All-American Rejects

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Summer Hair = Forever Young - The Academy Is...

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Beat It (Ft. John Mayer) - Fall Out Boy

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Teenagers - My Chemical Romance

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
You Found me - The Fray

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
With you - Chris Brown \m/

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
I Just Wanna Live - Good Charlotte

WHAT IS 2+2?
1,2,3,4 - Plain White T's

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
L.O.V.E - Ashlee Simpson \m/

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Tell me (Something I Don't Know) - Selena Gomez

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Here We Go Again - Paramore

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
When I Grow Up - The Pussycat Dolls

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Harder To Breathe - Maroon 5

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Good Girl Gone Bad - Rihanna

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Whine Up ft Elephant Man - Kat DeLuna

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Helena - My Chemical Romance

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Hey Baby (Jump Off) - Bow Wow & Omarion

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
L.O.V.E - Ashlee Simpson \m/

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
The City Is At War - Cobra Starship

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
The World Is Black - Good Charlotte

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Out Of Control - Hoobastank

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Lying Is The Most Fun A Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off - Panic At The Disco

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Cry - Rihanna

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Long Way 2 Go - Cassie

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
My Darkest Hour - Scary Kids Scaring Kids

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Cupids Chokehold - Gym Class Heroes

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Reverse This Curse - Escape The Fate

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Don't Forget - Demi Lovato

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Light On - David Cook

out of control - hoobastank

2009-02-02T12:49:00.007+08:00

Hello.

Yesterday went to watch Bride Wars with Netnapha.
jeez. we were so late for the movie, thanks to the long queue. -.-
and oh, i wanna thanks net for helping/treating me to pay another $4 for the ticket.
gosh, some more i wanted to say sorry we can't have lunch together too. D:
Er okayy. so about the movie was alright and hilarious. only for the last part, I cried. heh? But i also heard people sniffing behind too okay. -_-. Well, thanks again for everything Netnapha Win! :D

Well, meeting ira ltr. ^^v.
bye.

ifaaaaaaa, oh i love you.

2009-01-31T00:01:00.007+08:00

See this girl above? I tell you, she's a greatest best friend, very.
1)She make me smile almost everyday
2)She share to me what problem she's facing with.
3)She's a real laugh.
4)She's a special person to me.
5)and without her, I've no else where to share my stories to her.
Thanks ifaa for listening to all my crap-ness yeah? Haha.

& mostly, i wanna thank you for everything. I just love you. I feel like tears are coming out now but I'm holding it. Aww, I wish i could meet you @ MY! Takecare ok hunny? Last long with Han. You're one in a trillion. Fly hug and kisses to you.

and not forgetting,

I LOVE YOU TOOO LAH IRA BISKOT BINTE GILEEEEEEEE!!!!! :DDDD

leave it blank.

2009-01-28T16:32:00.003+08:00

A survey which I found @ Ella's blog. Heh, nothing to do -.-

What is your favourite animal?
- tiger.
Your dream vacation?
- London/British?
Have you been in love?
- Sort of.
What are your plans for tonight?
- Sleeping at my bed.
Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?
- No.
Where is your best friend?
- At home? Hanging out? etc.
What are u listening to right now?
- freakshow by britney spears.
Do you like HOT sauce?
- Er, I hate HOT chilli.
Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
- never.
Regret something you did in the past?
- VERY.
The way u wanna die?
- I don’t want to know.
Do you hate anyone?
- nothing to say.
What's your favourite colour/s?
- green, white, red, black, purple and blue.
Whats one thing you want to change about yourself?
- well, a lot to mention.
What colour shirt are u wearing?
- red & white.
Do you enjoy sleeping late?
- not so.
What was the last thing you dreamed about?
- My nephew, if I’m not wrong? oh, i just miss them!
Do you like your eggs scrambled or sunny side up?
- both.
What's your favorite food?
- I can’t decide which one.
Do you give in easily?
- Er, depends.
What's the last movie you saw?
- Twilight?
What's your favorite school subject?
- during secondary school days, MT. I just miss Mdm Rahuyu stories ☹
Would you rather have money or love?
- love is important, chey. -.-
Do you have any obsessions right now?
- Don’t ask?
Has a rumor even been spread about you?
- gosh.
Do you like sushi?
- Er, no. :S
Do you believe in miracles?
- sort of?
What is your favorite thing to wear?
- any kind.
What car would you love to buy if you could afford it?
- not sure lehh.
When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
- "Ohmy, my face just sucks." OR "Am I losing weight or what?"(AS IF AH)
Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone?
- I don’t know whose number that call me. x.x
What is your favorite ringtone on your phone?
- Saturday by Freaky-Z
Bright or Dark Room?
- oh, depends. but i prefer bright.
What's a word that you say a lot?
- chill ah.
Do you like someone?
- oh idk.
What is your current desktop picture?
- DAVID COOK. :D
What is you pet doing right now?
- no pet laa, sobsob.
Do you love your life?
- very :D

fhsjdgbhjjdnsjk.

2009-01-25T15:27:00.007+08:00

x.x
Today had mosque classes. For the first period, I was like being scolded(?) or something by teacher. I swear I didn't laugh(not that loud) at this guy when he say something wrong. I was seriously laughing at Nabila jokes. Omg, then my mood turn down. Well, I did cheer up a little during the last period, thanks to the boys. :D

Well, Happy cny eve to all :D Enjoy your day people.

**
I don't know what's going on with my mind. It really sucks badly. Why am I feeling this?
Oh, i just suck. yeahhhh \m/

heh, hai.

2009-01-23T12:45:00.000+08:00

I feel like going jogging again. Well, can't wait for another jogging with Hidayu.
I wanna burn all my fatness! ^^v. and now, i'm trying my best not to eat a lot.
So, less food and drink more mineral water. Hah crap, i know.
But wait, is it worth eating less food? diao.

and 2nd Feb, could you come a bit faster? -_-.

i'm a disease.

2009-01-20T17:55:00.004+08:00

when my lips are dry, my hands would be like very very itchy to (pull/i don't know what) the skin. got it? x_x and now, i have to drink a lot of mineral water, omg.
but worst, mom say i look like i'm having a leukemia x.x
laugh out loud but it looks like true. -_- ah, forget it ^^v.

well actually had plan to meet them (yknow who you are) but it was cancel. it's okay, maybe next time? ;D MISS YOU PEOPLE TRUCKLOADSSSS!@#
hmmm.. going jogging with hidayu this thursday, yay. :D
hah, k. err, nth much to say.
ah wait, one more thing. I miss my Syifaa' Hanafi. No joke, i really do miss her badly. I miss talking to you bby. :(

ahh, i can't wait to watch this. x.x

err, 13 more days for my result of this ite thing. *shiver*
well, i'm off now. bye.

out to Marina Bayyyyyy/City Hall.

2009-01-16T18:16:00.002+08:00

I don't know what to say but I had fun yesterday with Hidayu. Especially our laughter & our slenge-ness! Hahaha. :D Well meet her like around 2+pm. Sorry I was late, blame my watch. -_-. Then off to City Hall. Our first station is @ Marina Square because ayu was hungry, haha. We decided to eat at Burger King and sat there like an hour? Okay, maybe more than that? Idk. :D & thanks ayu for treating me the sundae pie. :DDDDDDD Then we went to Esplanade rooftop. (i guess. x.x) Sat there for a while and then walk ard the marina bay etc. While walking through this bridge, something funny happen. Only me and ayu know eh. xD Then went to Raffles City Shopping Mall. Omg, i'm really addicted to Topshop's clothes!!! well, i wish i could work and find money. but jeez. -_- Okay, shut up shikin. Then went back home ard 5+pm. :)

Well, here's some photo. You can see some of my pathetic face @ Hidayu's blog. :)

My heart keeps beating nowadays cause of 2nd February, *crossed fingers*. D:
Gawd, hope i can get in to higher nitec. :S

David Cook - Heroes

2009-01-15T12:46:00.003+08:00

As the sun goes down in front of me
It reminds of me of where I want to be
With you and you alone
Hold me in like you were made for me
I'm losing faith in gravity
I just need to let you know
And I just need to let you know

I'm not going to come down
Down off of these clouds
All these heroes come and go
But you're still standing
You teach me to rise up
To open my eyes up
All these heroes come and go
But you're still standing

You're still standing

You know the world's confusing
I don't care
I crawl into your atmosphere
I know you'll make it right
You're all I need to know

I'm not going to come down
Down off of these clouds
All these heroes come and go
But you're still standing
You teach me to rise up
To open my eyes up
All these heroes come and go
But you're still sanding

I believe that you can save me
And you'll never let me fall
I'm not going to come down
I believe in what you've shown me
There's ahero in us all

I'm not going to come down
Down off of these clouds
All these heroes come and go
You teach me to rise up
To open my eyes up

2009-01-13T22:46:00.001+08:00

HAH. Look @ this photos. (click to zoom in)
omg, i miss you people :(

OI PWNS!

2009-01-13T12:42:00.002+08:00

Thursday night, everything's fine, except you've got that look in your eye
When I'm tellin' a story and you find it boring,
You're thinking of something to say.
You'll go along with it then drop it and humiliate me in front of our friends.

Then I'll use that voice that you find annoyin' and say something like
"Yeah, intelligant input, darlin'. Why don't you just have another beer then?"

Then you'll call me a bitch
And everyone we're with will be embarrassed,
And I wont give a shit.

My finger tips are holding onto the cracks in our foundation,
And I know that I should let go,
But I can't.
And everytime we fight I know it's not right,
Everytime that you're upset and I smile.
I know I should forget, but I can't.

You said I must eat so many lemons
'cause I am so bitter.
I said
"I'd rather be with your friends mate 'cause they are much fitter."

Yes, it was childish and you got agressive,
And I must admit that I was a bit scared,
But it gives me thrills to wind you up.

My finger tips are holding onto the cracks in our foundation,
And I know that I should let go,
But I can't.
And everytime we fight I know it's not right,
Everytime that you're upset and I smile.
I know I should forget, but I can't.

Your face is pasty 'cause you've gone and got so wasted, what a suprise.
Don't want to look at your face 'cause it's makin' me sick.
You've gone and got sick on my trainers,
I only got these yesterday.
Oh, my gosh, I cannot be bothered with this.

Well, I'll leave you there 'til the mornin',
And I purposely wont turn the heating on
And dear God, I hope I'm not stuck with this one.

My finger tips are holding onto the cracks in our foundation,
And I know that I should let go,
But I can't.
And everytime we fight I know it's not right,
Everytime that you're upset and I smile.
I know I should forget, but I can't.

X2

And everytime we fight I know it's not right,
Everytime that you're upset and I smile.
I know I should forget, but I can't

weekends.

2009-01-10T12:36:00.001+08:00

weekends. :S

tomorrow i'm having religious class and i feel like not attending.
i prefer only 1 teacher teaching the class. okay, i'm lazy to explain what and why here.
o_o.

Well in advanced, wishing all the O's student a very goodluck on your result.
:)

& oh, i miss this baby boy so muchhhhhhh!

His gonna be a big brother soon! Nyahahaha. :D lovelove.

i think i pwn, er. not.

2009-01-09T18:58:00.007+08:00

yesterday accompany ira to Singapore Poly Open House.
Saw some courses I'm interested in :B. Heh, okay dream on shikin. -_- Then we walk around and see some of the courses. After that we feel hungry, so we decided to eat @ CCK, Mac. Saw one of my classmate working @ mac and I ask him about his gpa this and that. After eating this and that, went to the Library. Ira, omg. I tell you, she was like .. too hyper at the Library. Idk what disease she have. Aduh, plisss deh ira. B) After that we walk around the shopping mall and went to this shop called "COTTON ON" or something like that? They were having a sale and I'm so likey-likey all the clothes. :x. Then we went home like 630+pm. I had fun with you laaa. I mean seriously. Thanks for asking me out ye. LURB YEAH. :) *show love sign*.

anw, can't wait to apply online for higher nitec next monday. everybody been talking about school and i feel so jealous. Not that type of "jealous", is just that I'm bored staying at home.
I miss stressing on projects/school work etc. I also need friends to talk to. Jeez, I miss those 2008 moments with my gfs and classmate. 1 year is not enough, yeh. D: Oh well.
Nothing to say left.
Bye. :)

cherish people.

2009-01-07T15:15:00.002+08:00

gambar dua2 nie seriously kekek mcm nk mampos.
Tgk la muke/reaction cikgu sotong aku. Hoho.

memories from Jan - Dec 2008.
Outing soon okay? I really miss you girls.

be strong and move on(?)

2009-01-03T23:30:00.002+08:00

Hello to whoever who reads my blog. *waves kindly*

Well, I'm bored staying at home, very. This coming Monday is the starting school of ite and i'm so effing jealous. Er, well I've graduate and I'm waiting to apply for Higher Nitec course during this mid Jan. I think? I ho ho hope that I can get in to Higher Nitec, *prays*. If they reject or whatever, idk what to say. D: eff the MOE? ok, crap.

I really don't know what my future is going to be.
But I just hope i can go to Higher Nitec(ite), then to Polytechnic. I just want to continue studying and working later. I'm way too young to work. And oh yes, I also did regret for not studying properly during the primary school days. Argh. Been slacking at school and when exams, i'm pretty sure i did anyhow. I hate studying/revising when I'm small okay. During in secondary, all i could say that i'm such a moron person. Tsk, why couldn't I be just like my elder brother's and sister? Mom says my studies are different from my them. All went to polytechnic and me to ite, why. Quote of the day "Shikin is a moron, always." Well I don't blame anyhooo, it should be me for not studying very hard, tsk. Oh well, can't rewind the past. But somehow, I'll try my very very very best to get in to Polytechnic. Haiz. All the best shikin, all the best. *thumbs up*

Ok, not much to say left.
So bye.

new year

2009-01-01T01:16:00.004+08:00

Hehehehee, Happy New Year EVERYONE. :D

Today was the most exciting day of my life.
Celebrate Zaidan, Adnan and (idk how his name uh) birthday and countdown at Sherrynaah/Syasya place. Almost like gg to be midnight, there's fireworks at the back of Syasya's balcony! omg, it was totally like so damn nice uh. I smile really widely. ;s, jakon katekn. ;p

Well, goodbye 2008. Hello 2009.
;p

out with hidayu.

2008-12-30T22:13:00.001+08:00

Thanks Hidayu for accompany me to JP and to IMM too eh. hehehe.
and also, thanks for the belated present. love you babeh.

I want more outing with you la. :B

onoz, 2009 is coming.
D:

Well, bye for now.
& congrats to ifa for getting straight A's. I LOVE YOU BABE.
:D

2008-12-30T12:15:00.001+08:00

Oh oh oh, oh oh oh...
Oh oh oh...

[Verse 1]

She's starin' at me,
I'm sittin', wonderin' what she's thinkin'.
Mmmmm
Nobody's talkin',
'Cause talkin' just turns into screamin'.
Ohhh...
And now is I'm yellin' over her,
She's yellin' over me.
All that that means
Is neither of us is listening,
(And what's even worse).
That we don't even remember why were fighting.

So both of us are mad for...

[Hook]

Nothin'
(Fighting for).
Nothin'
(Crying for).
Nothin'
(Whoahhh).
But we won't let it go for
Nothin'
(No not for)
Nothin'.
This should be nothin' to a love like what we got.
Ohhh, baby...

I know sometimes
It's gonna rain...
But baby, can we make up now
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
(Cant sleep through the pain).

[Chorus]

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me).
No, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me)
Ohhh no no no...

[Verse 2]

And it gets me upset, girl
When you're constantly accusing.
(Askin' questions like you've already known).
We're fighting this war, baby
When both of us are losing.
(This ain't the way that love is supposed to go).

Whoaaaaaaaaa...
[What happened to workin' it out].
We've falled into this place
Where you ain't backin' down
And I ain't backin' down.

So what the hell do we do now...
It's all for...

[Hook]

Nothin'
(Fighting for).
Nothin'
(Crying for).
Nothin'
(Whoahhh).
But we won't let it go for
Nothin'
(No not for)
Nothin'.
This should be nothin' to a love like what we got.
Ohhh, baby...

I know sometimes
It's gonna rain...
But baby, can we make up now
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
(Cant sleep through the pain).

[Chorus]

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me).
No, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me)
Ohhh no no no...

[Bridge]

Oh baby this love ain't gonna be perfect,
(Perfect, perfect, oh oh).
And just how good it's gonna be.
We can't fuss and we can't fight
Long as everything alright between us
Before we go to sleep.

Baby, we're gonna be happy.

I know sometimes
It's gonna rain...
But baby, can we make up now
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
(Cant sleep through the pain).

[Chorus]

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me).
No, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me)
Ohhh no no no...

2008-12-28T11:42:00.000+08:00

1, 2 .. 1, 2, 3, 4

Give me more lovin’ than I’ve ever had,
Make it all better when I’m feelin’ sad,
Tell me that I’m special even when I know I’m not,
Make it feel good when I hurt so bad
Barely gettin’ mad,
I’m so glad I found you
I love bein’ around you.

You make it easy,
It’s easy as 1, 2 .. 1, 2, 3, 4
There’s only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you (I love you) I love you
There’s only 1 way 2 say those 3 words and that’s what I’ll do (I love you) I love you

Give me more lovin’ from the very start,
Piece me back together when I fall apart,
Tell things you never even tell your closest friends
Make it feel good when I hurt so bad,
Best I that I’ve had, I’m so glad I found you
I love bein’ around you.

You make it easy
It’s easy as 1, 2 .. 1, 2, 3, 4
There’s only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you (I love you)
I love you There’s only 1 way 2 say those 3 words and that’s what I’ll do (I love you) I love you (I love you) I love you.

You make it easy, it’s easy as 1, 2 .. 1, 2, 3, 4
There’s only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you (I love you) I love you
There’s only 1 way 2 say those 3 words and that’s what I’ll do (I love you) I love you.(I love you) I love you.

(1, 2, 3, 4) I love you
(I love you) I love you.

happy birthday to sakeela & onoz, result.

2008-12-26T17:47:00.009+08:00

First thang, I wanna wish Sakeela a happy Sweet Seventeen!
Semoga allah panjangkn umur kamu ye. All the best for your future and last long with Nas yo. :D And i wanna say thanks for being an understanding friend. A really big thank you to you :) & oi gila, i dream about you uh, wahahaha. See how much i miss you. :B
Well, enjoy celebrating at Thailand aites. xD. Can't wait to see you soon or sooner?
hohoho. B)

so yeah, today is the result for all January intake.
I kinda feel disappointed uh? Idk. But i just hope i can get to higher nitec.

and i miss them all. Goodluck aites for your result. Don't say there's no chance. Insyallah there's a chance. I love you people. :D

boredom strikes

2008-12-20T14:00:00.001+08:00

6 more days to result and i'm so fugging nervous.

and i miss all my beloved friends.
:(

Twilight.

2008-12-19T18:16:00.004+08:00

omg, Twilight is really awesome. No, really.
I want to watch it again. :B
And thanks Hidayu for asking me to watch this movie.
8)

and i find this guy is damn fugging hot. :D

<3

2008-12-17T19:56:00.004+08:00

A quick update.

Yesterday hang out with Foodclique members. My legs were cramp when i got back home. D:
Oh well, nice meeting you pretty people. And also, thanks for the gifts and hugs. I really love you people. Thanks again to Farah, Ira, Dalph, Hus, Dee & Nisa. :DD!

"how does it feel if you're the only beautiful person?" - get what i mean.

2008-12-15T22:51:00.004+08:00

outing with serene today! :)
meet her at orchard mrt. Then we walk around at taka and can't find her stuff. Then we went to Kinokuniya. So many books I'm interested but all like $17+. and i didn't bring enough money, shiat. D: Then we went to The Paragon since we're hungry. Eh, over there got no fast food is it? I guess so not. Then i bought some food from Jollie Bean -_-. Then we find a seat near taka and talk. Sorry serene if i didn't talk much. D:! I really got no topic to share, lol. After eating this and that we got no idea where to go. So serene plan/decided to go to far east plaza cause she want to cut her extension hair? yeah, just understand it. Then she has to meet her mom at 3pm and i went home straight.

Ok, tmr outing with FC(foodCLIQUE)!
Cannot wait sia. :DDD. First time meeting them except for parah. ^^.

And oh, to ifa bby.
HAVE A SAFE TRIP TO EGYPT! GOING TO MISS YOU BABE!
Enjoy your 2 weeks stay ovr there! :)

& yes, i miss this people below. :B

please do ignore my buroks face, kkthbai.

I miss those moments with you girls.
Thanks for everything. I LOVE YOU PEOPLE.

have a safe trip sakeela

2008-12-12T12:29:00.002+08:00

SAKEELA! I know tomorrow you're going to thailand, so have a safe trip ye?
GOING TO MISS YOU BABE.
AND I LOVE YAH SOTONG GIRL.
:)

no title.

2008-12-11T21:49:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went bowling with gfs and their boyf. :D
It is my first time playing it and i strike one time only, tsk.
but oh well, i really had a great time/day with them. And thanks fr the present too!
I REALLY LOIKE IT! :B You may see the photos at Azura's blog. :D

Today in the afternoon watch Bolt at The Lido with my 3rd bro and with my two 2 niece and nephew. I can't believe Miley Cyrus was in the movie, tsk. @#$%^&*.
pfft. Oh well, don't want to talk about it.
Ok, can't wait on the 15, 16, 19 and 20 dec.
:)

Well, gotta do a survey from Zaidan.

T E C H N O L O G Y
What is your wallpaper on your computer?
er, clown fish.
How many television do you have in your house?
3 but one is not in use.
Are you right-handed or left-handed?
left.
Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
omg, no.
What is the last item you lifted?
some kind of box fill with heavy stuff.
Have you ever been knocked down?
Maybe no.
--B U L L S H I T O L O G Y
If it were possible, would you want to know the day that you will die?
Sometimes, I always think of that question. But maybe no?
If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
Idk?
What colour would you think looks best on you?
Hm, mostly black.
Have you ever swallowed a non-food item?
Tsk, forgot.
--D A R E O L O G Y
Would you kiss a member of a same sex for $100?
LMAO, NO AH.*#&R*(#&
Would you allow one of your little fingers to be cut of for $200,000?
SIOW. NO^*&^*&%^$
Would you never blog again for $50,000
random ah this question.$%%^^&#
Would you pose naked in a magazine for $250,000?
LMAOOO. Tsk, no^&%@
Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
NO!@$%^*
Would you, without fear of punishment, take a human life for $1,000,000?
NO!&*)$#$
--D U M B O L O G Y
What is in your left pocket?
no pocket on my pants.
Is napoleon dymainte actually a good film?
wth is that?
Do you have hardwood or carpet in your house?
dunnoe, heh.
Do you sit or stand in the shower?
Why ask? -_-
How many pairs of flip-flops did you own?
none, i think.
Last body who texted you?
last body? wth. *person If I'm not wrong, Serene.
Last person who called you?
Kak Wanie.
Last person you hugged?
Lyza, Sakeela & Alifah.
--F A V O U R I T O L O G Y
Number?
7
Season?
Summer
Colour?
Black & Green
--C U R R E N T O L O G Y
Missing someone?
Cousin and love ones.
Mood?
Sleepy.
--R A N D O M O L O G Y
First place you went this morning?
Sleeping at home peacefully.
What can you not wait to do?
Can't wait to hang out during the 15,16,19 & 20 dec! :)
Do you smile often?
Yeah, but sometimes no.
Are you a friendly person?
Now that you answer all the questions, list three other people to complete this quiz,

Anyone who is willing to this quiz. kkthxbai.

& LASTLEH.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALIFAH BINTE SENGET.
*CHEERS.
HEHEHEHEEH. :D

hophohop. ok, random

2008-12-08T15:08:00.003+08:00

Firstly, i wanna say thank you to my mom, two brothers, brother-in-law and sis for buying me a special present/gift. And to Citra & Nady, thanks fr the bday card.
i love you people. You people gave me a widest smile, really. :')

Currently, I'm bored. So I took this survey from Ella's Blog. ^^.

1.Honestly what color is your shirt?

; Blue, White & Red (er, go figure how the shirt looks like)

2.Honestly, whats on your mind?

; Nothing.

3.Honestly, what have u done yesterday?

; celebrate my bday with all my family. *giggle*

4.Honestly, have you ever been in love?

; Sort of.

5.Honestly, feeling anything unusual today?

; nope.

6. Honestly, is your heart still occupied?

; tsk.

7.Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone

; My bro-in-law.

8. Honestly , are you jealous of somebody right now?

; Jealous? nope.

9.Honestly, what makes you sad most of the time?

; i don't want to know.

10.Honestly, are you LOVING someone right now?

; Yes.

11.Honestly, what are the things u don't want in life?

; my sins.

12. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment?

; absolutely. D:

13.Honestly, any plannings in near future?

; Insyallah, yes.

14. Honestly, do you love someone very much?

; Yes.

15.Honestly, does anyone LIKE you?

; No idea, go ask them ah. tsk

DIFFERENT EMOTIONS SURVEY

*Anger Section*

1.What do you do when you're mad?

; nothing? -_-

2.What's the worst things you've done when you were very mad?

; eek, nothing either. -_-

3.Ever made anyone cry?

; I think so, but i forgot who.

4. Do you curse when you're mad?

; Sometimes.

5. When was the last time you really cried?

; During night, but i don't remember when and why I cried for.

6. Ever cried yourself to sleep?

; Er.

7. What usually makes you cry?

; Some personal matters.

8. Are you normally a happy person?

; *thinks*

9. Does being with your friends makes you happy?

; they are my special drugs and i love them always. They also make a smile on my face!

10. When people say they think you are good looking/pretty, do you get happy?

; Er, idk. But, depends.

happy birthday to me oi!

2008-12-07T12:57:00.004+08:00

I'm finally 17. Happy Birthday to me, yay!
And a BIG THANK YOU to EVERYONE who has wished me.
*give widest smile* :D

Wee, i feel really excited today.
I'm smiling to myself now. :O
*goes insane*

Alright, bye fellows.

tsk

2008-12-05T23:28:00.002+08:00

i'm bored sitting at home.

i miss alifah, sakeela & lyza.
and i'm sorry about this sunday outing.
:(

sick of textbooks.

2008-11-30T16:52:00.006+08:00

I'm lazy to continue studying my Principal Of Administration.
Make my eyes sleepy while revising. D: Especially when there's Petty Cash.
Ok actually Petty Cash is easy, and idk why... o_o! Oh nvm.

Enjoy this music by ETF. I'm really addicted to this band and idk why.
\m/

.........

2008-11-27T21:49:00.006+08:00

071291.
^^.

okok. My birthday is coming and i feel half excited. Huahuahua, k not important.
Yknow next Tuesday would be my last day of school and i think I'm going to miss school. Ok, maybe not the teachers but my classmate, OI. Too much memories dheyy. And some more, I'm going to miss my girlfriends. OMG. Time really flies fast. Babes, thanks fr those treasure/crazy moment we have. I really, really had a great time with you all. I remember the day that I cried because of(you know, I know eh)and you all came and comfort me. Thanks for listening to my problems and my merepek-ness too, haha. I could never imagine without you people, you girls really rock my life \m/ & one more time, I JUST WANNA SAY THANKS FR EVERYTHINGGGGGG. AKU SAYANNNG KORANNG SEMUAA!@#$^*.

ok, idk wth i'm typing, but just understand it eh k?
& p.s; I love you ifaa. Be my sis-in-law k? LOOOOL. jk lahxzxzx.

twilight trailer & escape the fate music video "The Flood".

2008-11-23T13:11:00.002+08:00

survey by lyza.

2008-11-23T00:53:00.001+08:00

Regulations of this quiz is :
-People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
-Tag 6 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse.
-These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
-Continue this game by sending it to other people.

Q : If you had 3 wishes, what will that be?
A : Free Tickets to London, Meet William Beckett and anything?

Q : Did you ever think to yourself and wonder if you're really real?
A : I don’t think so.

Q : Are you afraid of what lies ahead of you?
A : Absolutely -_-.

Q : Would you change yourself for the person you love?
A : It would be better to be myself :}

Q : Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
A : ^^ heh? Ok, maybe both.

Q : How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
A : Anytime when they are ready. -_-

Q : If the person you secretly liked is already attached, what would you do?
A : ZOMG. Hope they stay together and forever.

Q : Is there anything that made you unhappy these days?
A : Yes. Textbook which are making me stress.

Q : Do you get butterflies in your stomach whenever you're around the guy/girl you like?
A : Never felt that before.

Q : Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?
A : A lot of times, omg.

Q : Who are currently most important people to you?
A : God, Family, gfs, friends.

Q : Have you ever wanted someone but you knew you couldn't?
A : Sort of. :S

Q : Are you happy with your life?
A : Not yet, I'm disappointed. tsktsk.

Q : What thing could make you happy?
A : Like I said, give me free tix to LONDON ^^.

Q : Do you miss your friends or anyone related to you?
A : ABSOLUTELY YEAHHHHHH!

Q : Do you often wish there was something you could change?
A : Ahuh. Please, can I rewind?

Q : What do you notice when you first meet a guy?
A : Hair and eyes, maybe. Ok, idk.

Q : What are you doing now?
A : nothing, ok bye.

6 people I tagged :
ANYONE WHO IS WILLING TO DO THIS.
XIEXIE.

friendship.

2008-11-19T17:45:00.002+08:00

Next Wednesday: BPF Common Test (Final Exam)
1 Dec : POA Final Exam
2 Dec : BEO Final Exam
Then end of school, poof. :B

Oh well, planned to revise for my exams but I couldn't and idk why. -_- These few days, I feel so tired/restless. I even can't wake up early and then mom start to nag, nag and nag and nag ... D: Haiyo. Currently, I'm sick now. I'm lazy to see the doctors. No use of seeing them either. Ok, there's nothing i want to type. Ok, actually there's one, read below.

I LOVE THESE PEOPLE ^^. + Umi and anyhoo.
Thanks for everything yo.
:D

survey from net

2008-11-18T18:20:00.005+08:00

The rules and regulations :

1. Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little know facts about yourself.

2. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.

3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.

4. No tags back!

1) Give me a free tickets to London.
2) I'm shy, mostly. But I wish i was brave. ^^
3) I like smiling to myself.
4) William Beckett is loved.
5) Mood swings happen anytime.
6) I love alternative music and other genre, depends.
7) I love my gfs, mates, viva la foodclique, god, family, whoever.
8) I do crazy stuff when I'm at home *evil smiles.
9) I wish i could live at LA, or NY. :O
10) I wish I could meet people whom i never met before.

:OOOO.

2008-11-14T18:45:00.002+08:00

5 more days to BPF Common Test which is a Final Exam test.
I'm really stress out.
D:

november people.

2008-11-11T16:41:00.003+08:00

Lyza; 10 Nov.

Umi; 11 Nov

Rizah; 11 Nov

Happy Birthday to these bebs. May god bless you all on your special day!
ENJOY YOUR DAY PEOPLE!
:DDDDDDD

And also,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCED YOU BABAT KECIK!
imy.
:B

Ok, I'm really in no mood to type because my mom keeps nagging here and there. Gawd -_-.
So far, I like last Monday the most. And Lyza, I hope you like. AND ALSO, UPDATE LAHH THE PICTURES WE TAKE ON LAST MONDAYXZXZX. :DD.

syiooook.

2008-11-09T11:21:00.009+08:00

First, I meet Net at Clementi Bus Interchange at 2pm. Then we take the free shuttle bus to IMM. We went To Swensens first. I order Chicken Baked Rice & Net order Ice-Cream and I forgot what's the IC name, -.-. Then we talk and laugh. Kinda miss the old days :B After finishing our food, I pay up the bill and it was my treat. :D. Aft that we walk around and went to Popular. I went to buy Habb pc and then follow Net to buy shoes at Mondo. Then we went to JE Entertainment to take Neo Prints and fish much, the building was closed. -_- So, we went to Tiong to take our Neo Prints. This time, it was Net treat. Thanks yo! :DD. Then i reach home like 630+pm :) I really had fun with you yesterday. Hang out one day soon yeah? :DD.
Heh.

Farewell now.

heartless - kanye west

2008-11-08T00:22:00.000+08:00

Today had this beg practical. My skirt was tight, i know. Mom keep nagging all the wayxzxzx even Mr Tan, yeah. ==. So far, i could say my office outfit was a piece of crap, ugleh and - insert any negative words-. :D. Then went back home at 12+pm. Changed this and that. When I enter the kitchen I saw a letter with an ITE logo. So, I check it out and yknow what? Is about my attendance &*%$^. And it is my first time receiving it. I swear I attend all lesson, except for S&W. :B But sometimes, i came late. Ok, so is my fault but uglehh shiat lahxzxzx. OMG. Ok, I'm lazy to talk about this attendance thing & wait, eff you lah SOTONG. Ok, I'm cool. -______-

Well, can't wait for tomorrow.
Wooo. *dance around like mad person*
Farewell.

don't read here

2008-11-04T21:40:00.000+08:00

i'm disappointed and i suck, hell yeah.
hah, crap.

gawd.

this is hot.

2008-10-31T14:52:00.010+08:00

Yesterday, Sakeela & Alifah came to my house to do BEO project. But in the end, we didn't do anything. We just surf people's blog, chat, laugh, ambek gambar etc. baekkk uh! AND LYZA! Saper suruh kau tk dtg skola ah? Kalau kau dh dtg, MESTI SYIOOOK GILER OI! xD Ok shikin, stop it. & alifah, sakeela. SORRY EH KALAU BILIK ABANG AKU BERSERAK! Hah. kk. Well, next Friday gonna have this BEG practical test. Omg !@#$%^&* Imagine me with Office Outfit, make-up, shoes with heels(idk how many inches? but i'm afraid i will fall even if the heels is short, aiseym.!) etc. && it's 6 more days left, not cool. Projects are eff, so do teachers. Ok, i don't get what I mean ==. I got nothing to type, so enjoy the pictures above yeah? :DDDDDDDD.

cheers!

shoppinnnng?

2008-10-29T21:37:00.002+08:00

School been pretty boring lahh. I keep ignoring all my books and i take pity on it.
Project haven't been done and i feel lazy to do. -_- haiyooyoo.

Well after school went to find office clothes around Jurong Point/East. It's really difficult for me to find my sizes. D: Well, I bought the skirt at Alano and the clothes at This Fashion. Thanks to Alifah, Sakeela & Lyza for helping me choosing the clothes etc! :D, ILY BABES !@#$%^&*. heh heh. So next week, I need to buy shoes and 2/3 other things.
cool or wut. $$ -_-

AND YEAAAAAHHUUU! I cannot wait for tomorrow lh. All my 3 babes are coming to my house & i feel like excited gtu! heehee. okok, shhh. -_-
Okeh, I'm lazy to blog or lazy to continue typing.
So farewell. *waves*

survery from Xueli :}

2008-10-27T21:24:00.004+08:00

1.The person who tagged you is :
CLARESERENE! :D

2.Your relationship with him/her :
Habbo mates & Teman Istimewaa :D

3.Your five impressions of him/her :
Pretty, hotstuff, clever, cute & kind

4.The most memorable thing he/she has done for you :
She gave me a hug! xD

5.If he/she becomes my lover :
Well, that's surprising. ==.

6.The most memorable thing he/she has said to you :
i forgot? DDD: but i do miss her k.

7.If she/he become my lover , he/she have to improve on her :
That's the choice of her, I can't force. Eh, wtfish i'm talking about. ==.

8.If she/he becomes your enemy :
:x

9.What is it you wanna tell him/her :
I LOVE YOU TEMAN ISTIMEWAAA! It's really great to meet you :D

10.Overall impression :
She's an hotstuff :D

11.How do you think the people around felt about you :
Not sure?

12.The character you like about yourself :
Being happy?

13.Pass this quiz to 10 people :
1. Netnapha
2. Alifah Senget
3. Sakeela Vogue
4. Lyza Sewel
5. Azzy got curves
6. Kinz
7. Serene
8. Umi
9. Hidayu
10. Anyone

-Who is number 6 having relationship with?
She's singleeeeee :D
-Is number 9 a female or male?
Female
-If number 7&10 gets together?
heh.
-When was the last time you talked to number 3?
Last friday, after school.
-What is number 8 studying about?
she's not studying. Ok, i'm too lazy to explain what & why. -.-
-Does number 1 have siblings?
Yeah.
-Does number 5&9 get along?
Nope.
-Talk about number 2
alermak -.- ok ok, she's "cute", pretty & easy to be with. :)
-Are you good friends with number 4?
Yeaaaah. She's really sewel, muahahah! :B
-What is number 10 doing?
dunnoe.

whatwhatwhat.

2008-10-26T00:40:00.000+08:00

Sunday oh sunday D:

In the evening, I had a quarrel with my 3rd brother. And I feel pathetic and childish. This was like my 2/3 time quarreling with him, how cool, not. Now I've done apologizing to him and I feel much better. ==. Ok, crap. Well today, went out rayer with Mom, Kak Wanie, Abg Sharul, Adnan & Wak. We went to Kak Ati which is my Aunt and then to Kak Wanie's father/mother-in-law house. :D Then home sweet home at 10pm. :B

Ok I'm currently sleepy -.-
Bye earths,

2008-10-24T18:47:00.002+08:00

School shucks, even that sotong/mushroom head. (go figure la eh)

Ok, I'm bored.
:B

Happy birthday azzy! :D

2008-10-23T22:34:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AZZURAAAAAAAAAAA!
Sorry i didn't get you anything eh? :S

Ok, I'm bored & I'm lazy to blog.
Farewell earths.

Finally, an hari raye outing with gfs.

2008-10-19T20:18:00.003+08:00

Alifah, Sakeela, Azura & Lyza

Sakeela & Adnan.
(Adnan is afraid of Sakeela, that's why his face is like that!)

(I'm fat -.-)

smek's place.

Tha Sistalurb & Alifah tk KUIT!

Giler & doo doo.

Azzy got curves!

pinkpink doo doo.

Alifah .., um. um. Ok lah, Alifah Kuit.
:P

Sakeela vouge

my giler-ness partner.

moi.

Azzy's place.

Doo doo/Umi place.

otw to Alifah place.

Senget place.

Vogue place.

Giler's place.

FOR MORE PICTURES, YOU CAN CHECK OUT ON ALIFAH, AZURA & LYZA BLOG'S!
:D

This rayer outing was on last Friday. The outing was awesome and i mean it -nods head-.
Ok, first, I went to school late & my class going to end half an hour, cool. I just went there to get my attendance, heh. My gfs didn't attend to school, so i was alone. Then went bck home at 10am. I do my chores and chill for a while. --------
First house was at moi place because I was the only one who lives at Clementi and others at Jurong, BAEK PE?!. I waited for them at the Clementi Bus Interchange with my ITE polo t-shirt/tee. & don't get wrong ok, I did bath before i left my house! xD. Waited for them like 2/3+pm and we also waited for Umi too because of ___ ok, i'm lazy to explain. When I saw Umi at the interchange, I went to hug her tight2. I miss her so much yknow. Then after that, we took 196 and went to my place. They eat what my mom have cooked while I prayed and changed. Adnan was crawling here and there, but cute. He seems shy looking at all of my gfs, lawl. Then 2nd house was at Mira place (one of Sakeela mates) + we forgot to took photos. We eat, talk, laugh & drink at Mira place. Then 3rd at Azura place. We mkn mee with ayam. Poweeer oi, especially the ayaaaaam! lawl. okok, shh. Then 4th at my doo doo(umi) place. We makan mee + some seaweed chicken etc. Sedappp! Then 5th at Alifah house. I chat with her grandmother/nenek and she seems really nice. I like when she smile and laugh, very cute! xD
And also, I saw Alifah's Sister, Syafikah and she's pretty. Jangan jealous ye Alifah! muahah. Then my doo doo have to go home and before she left, I gave a her a hug. Aww, going to miss you doo doo. Thanks for joining us! *hugss* Then 6th at Sakeela house. Her house is really purplish and big, i mean the living room is big. Sorry, I'm a bit jakon. Then we eat mee, again + nuggets. I love the nuggets cause it taste like the nuggets at Mac. Then last house was Lyza sewel. Her Mom cook use kentang and was power! I couldn't eat more cause I was really full. :S Then left Lyza place at 11+pm and I reach home around 12+am. Hah, I really have fun with you girls! :D & I prefer houses at Jurong than Clementi. :B Ok, crap.

kkthxbai.

rayer photos!

2008-10-15T20:39:00.004+08:00

actually there's more, quite. But i'm too lazy to put cause brother is gg to use the computer soon.
D:

Ok, bye.
:D

whaaaaaaaaat?

2008-10-15T18:56:00.003+08:00

-take vacuum cleaner and clear all the dust over my blog.
oh crap.

I feel like dying.
school sarks, velly, totally. -nods-
projects haven't been done/settle and i'm still slacking, gawd.
and timetable has changed, great - not. I can only go to school w hernie on wednesday.
shyt. :( i miss talking to her -nods-.

& wait, our c.a teacher (sotong) hair is such a MUSHROOOM.
-nods-. and she even nags a lot, duh. -nods agn-.
Ok, I'm taking crap, i know.

Senget,giler,yourstruly&vogue. iloveyoubabes! :}

& i also love&miss all of them! (plsssss do ignore my face, lawl)

xDDDD.

hasta la vista for now.
:B

bored

2008-10-12T20:46:00.001+08:00

wth, school starting tomorrow.
:( gaahhh!

hello wello.

2008-10-09T20:34:00.004+08:00

I'm waiting for my brother/sister to upload Hari Raya pics on facebook but none of them put it.
haiyoo. :(
anway, I've been feeling worried about Sakeela :( Although I don't know anything about this yet, please stay strong ok babe? I wish I could know what & why, but I just don't want to interfere you. So, cheer up alright? Take care and may god bless you in everything. ILY&IMY :D. See you on Monday!

& AHHHHH! speaking of Monday, school reopen. wthhxzx. -.-
gg to be a stress week, confirm! :( projects here and there.
ok, whatever lah. This Saturday gg back to village w cousin and will be back on Sunday.
oh well, i'm tired to continue typing. So, bye!

i know i'm dull. nod

2008-09-29T22:57:00.003+08:00

Hello earthlings.

Tomorrow will be the last day of fasting month. Well, i got nothing to say.
I'm here just to clean the dust away from my blog.

and in advanced;

Mata kadang tersalah pandang.
Telinga kadang tersalah dengar.
Mulut kadang tersalah ucap.
Hati kadang tersalah duga.
Maafkan segala silap yang pasti ada.
Jari ku susun ampun dipinta.
Salah dan silap moga di lupa.
Di iringi ucapan. "SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI"

This is dedicated to whoever who read this, friends, cousins, family etc.
And if you already got this message a long time/years ago, aiseyman.

Farewell you.

What?

2008-09-21T16:45:00.000+08:00

Last Friday was an awesome day that I ever had so far.
Since it was our last day of school, Me, Alifah, Sakeela & Lyza camwhore at school, even at the toilet like nobody business. Thanks girls for making my day with a smile :) ILY!

Anyway, last friday night was the worse, kinda.
It happen at the mosque toilet, ==.
I went to the "wuduk" (which idk how to transfer in eng) session, near the toilet. I use the slippers and there's this makcik, somehow scold me that the slippers can't be use to take the "wuduk". She stared at me like i don't know how many minutes and also, she embarrassed me in front of everyone in the toilet. I already told her that I will put the slippers back once I've finish taking my wuduk, but instead, she took the slippers and put back. Like wth man. She seriously got an attitude or what? _|_ I know it was my mistake to use slippers at the "wuduk" session but she could at least talk to me nicely rather than scolding. Then I told my Mom about it. When I show my Mom who the person was, Mom told me that she was the pegawai (idk how to transfer it in eng) at the mosque. Well, don't act big ok Makcik, get a life.
_|_ Aku pon malas nk tengok kau hari-hari pat Masjid, buat RIMAS TAU TK. Argh.

Well, that's all.
:D Byebye.

school ends tomorrow, woah?

2008-09-18T15:05:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow will be the last day of school. Somehow, I feel sad and happy at the same time. I will miss my friends/classmate, but not the teachers.

Ok, I've got nothing to say.
I'm weak, I'm stress and I'm useless.
done.

survey from lyza aka the giler kid, hee.

2008-09-15T18:27:00.004+08:00

1. Where would you go if someone sponsors you an air ticket ?
- Hollywood or London or Las Vegas. -.-

2.What's your favourite thing to do ?
- Listening to music & reading books.

3. Do you think money can buy happiness ?
- I guess?

4.If you were given a chance to receive something, what would it be ?
- New phone, New ipod etc

5. Things you can't live without ..
- Handphone, probably etc.

6. What are you afraid to lose ?
- All the people that I loved. :(

7. If you win $1 million dollars, what would you do ?
- GAWD! FUH! Um, um. Ok, can’t think straight now.

8. What do you dream of doing in the future ?
- To be the president of sg! nyaha. Ok, as if & crap.

9. List down 3 good points about the person who gave you this survey
- Funny, sweet and cheerful + giler/siow (always). :B

10. What makes you happy ?
- A! A! A! *nods head*, and anything that makes me smile :D.

11. What type of person do you hate the most ?
- Judging people wrongly, ah. and so on ..

12. If you have a super power what would it be ?
- Being invisible, that’s better.

13. Would you go for happiness or money ?
- For now, I want happiness.

14. Who do you think is the most important people in your life ?
- God, Family, Cousins & Friends. <3

15. If you have a boyfriend, would you die for him ?
- I'm not in a relationship yet.

16. Who's the last person who hugged you ?
- I can’t remember ah.

17. What is the one thing you want to do badly right now ?;
- How to download songs ah? Ok, that's so stupid shikin. =="

18. Who are you close to ?
- I’m not choosy. I’m close with every of my friends/family/anyone.

19. Are you courageous enough to tell the person that you like him ?
- NOOOOOOO! NOOOOO! :s

20. If you could do one thing all over again what would it be ?
- Lose weight, yes. :B

21. 7 things that scare you ;
- End of the world?, darkness, death, spiders, ants(sometimes), heights, accidents, dragonfly etc.

22. 7 things that you like/love the most ;
- Music, sleep, eat, watch tv, laugh, reading and so on.

23. 7 important things in my room ;
- Pillow, alarm clock etc

24.7 people to do this questionnaire ;
- You, yes you.

astrology;

2008-09-10T23:45:00.003+08:00

"Pretending that a problem will go away isn't a solution. Deal with the conflict."

well, 9 more days baby.
bye. :)

school

2008-09-09T22:05:00.002+08:00

school is bored, um literally.
I just can't wait for 19sept.
Staying at school is just a waste of time especially seeing those "______".
I'm tired of looking/staring at them. I also ask myself not to look but i just can't.
Arghhhh! Crap, crap.

Farewell.

no comment,

2008-09-07T17:13:00.009+08:00

I'm deeply depressed on myself, argh. I wanted to share all my feelings here but I wish not to because it's useless to tell/share.

******
Well sorry if I've not been updating because I'm lazy, yeah.
School are just getting bored, and bored and bored. And also, I feel like I'm giving up on studies. Here test, there test, everywhere TEST TEST TEST. Can't these teachers give us a break? -.- I wish 20sept could come a bit faster. zz. Anyway, tomorrow the April intakes are having their exams (ithink), so good luck aye all and also too "A". hee. Ok, not important. Tomorrow school start at 9 and first lesson would be Mrs Ang Suat Neo, POA. Argh. We have to finish the SOT thingy by tomorrow, wth. _|_ It's not an easy task ok. Aiyoyo. Well, i skip talking about school eh? Hee. Well, last Friday night went to The Pandan at Johor with Abg Shahrul, Kak Wanie, Adnan & Mom. At tuas it was jam. What's sg doing at JB etc in the middle of the night for? ._. Then we reach The Pandan around 12/1am. It was fun, but i didn't bought any stuff -.- pfffftt. D: Then reach sg around 4am and in the afternoon, I woke up at 12. Then Mom nag and ask me to do the chores, D: I prefer her to be "happy-go-lucky/funny mum" instead of nagging. -.- Oh well, she's still my mother and she has a role of being a mother and i've to respect that. Um, i think i don't get what i mean ._. Ok, crap. & oh! thx Hidayu for helping my projects nowadays, hee. Ilyyyyyyy! :B

Oh well, I think I'm done.
Just get what I mean if you don't understand, ty.

why can't we rewind? oh pathetic.

2008-09-02T23:38:00.012+08:00

School stinks, but gfs are loved so do A, i think. *giggle*

The April intakes are having their exam next week and i'm going to miss A, soon. My heart keep asking why days flies so fast. I wish I could see him these week before the exam start.
Ok, I'm done. Bye (:

RSAF OPEN HOUSE.

2008-08-28T22:45:00.000+08:00

Today went to the RSAF Open House. It was hell fun.
Seeing the aircraft, helicopters etc are pretty awesome, even the dance performance.
Heh. Then reach back to school at 4+pm. Saw A at the canteen.
Hot hot. :B Then went back home with Ilham, Fahmi & Amirah.
Surprisingly, I went back home with a smile :)

Well tomorrow we're having our napfa test. I hope it would be raining so there would be no 2.4km run. *crossed finger* I have to force my left foot to run for the shuttle run? and one more which I forget what it is. -.- Hmm, tomorrow is teachers day and I can't meet my ntss schoolmates, how sad. I wish i could go, but the ntss celebration ends at 10.30am. Ok, crap.

Well, I'm done.
kkthxbai

i don't understand people at times.

2008-08-26T22:54:00.000+08:00

Today I absent myself from school. Hernie called me around 9am asking whether I'm gg to school or not. In a few mins, Hernie msg me.
I called her and she tell me what had happen to her yesterday. Pity her :(
I couldn't believe this is happening either. I just don't understand these people.
Why should they make a problem if they don't know any of "Human" affairs?
After that, "you" have to spread it to the whole building to let others know that she/he is a _______.
Well, there's some more but i don't want to mention here
Problems are pissing me off.
_|_, screw them.

not that seriously injured.

2008-08-25T12:49:00.006+08:00

Currently I'm at KL and will be back to sg in the evening ltr.
Anyway, my left leg/foot are sort of injured because of bicycle faulty D: Thx to the break eh, fock. So, I can't go to school until my left leg/foot has recovered. -.- very troublesome man. Some more, Friday is my napha test and i don't think i can make it. Haiz.

okthxbai.
Takecareeeeeee readers :)

hiatussssssssss.

2008-08-21T13:40:00.003+08:00

Haiz, sorry have not been updating. *giggles* :B

Today class started at 8am. Had BEO for the first period. The lesson ended ard 9?
After that Sara, Mirah, Fahmi + my gfs slack at the canteen and we did skip BEG lesson, hee ._.
At first i was scared to skip because it's my first time "skipping lesson" but after i saw A at the canteen, I feel relieved? Odd, i know. Ok crap. Then had POA lesson at 10am. Then went home at 12pm. Is like we're wasting our time at school. -.- and fock, tomorrow gg to have BEG role play test. Why didn't Mr Tan tell us last week? D: It's not easy yknow. sheeeeeeeeeeeet -_-"

11 more days to fasting month, gawd. I hope i can lose weight. (Ar, in your dreams shikin. :s.)
Can't wait for tomorrow night, can't wait to see my nephew and so on. -.-
anw, smek will be hiatus.
ok? kkthxbai.

Happy Birthday Mommy! <3

2008-08-18T22:07:00.002+08:00

Okkkkkkkkk. Firstly, Happy Birthday Mom!!! Sorry Mom I didn't give you any present as I didn't had any money left, -.- but i will promise to buy you a special gift one day :) Ilyyyyy. Anyhoo, i feel like buying W980i but my 3rd brother and mom complained not to buy. -.- I keep begging to them to buy for me but the answer is still nooooooooooo. D: As you know, I'm darn frustrated with my hp battery. Keep getting low easily and I'm lazy to charge it almost everyday. Waste electricity yknow, hah. As if. -.- Today nothing special at school and I feel like I got an ________? Really sorry to that person :s I hate my personality at times. Ok crap.
&YAY! can't wait for friday night :)

kkthxbaaaaaaai.

Mom; a very special person to me.

2008-08-16T00:51:00.002+08:00

FRIDAY.
saw A at school and i keep staring at him. ok shikin, stop it eh.
First period was POA. Mrs Ang show me two office job available and i feel like joining? but if i ask my parents/bro, they would probably say no :B After POA was BEG. We had to do roleplay but it's not a test, just practice. I was with Chen De, Michelle Lee and Alifah. Really paisehman. I think, I'm the one who make a lot of mistakes -.- Then went back home around 12+pm.

oh, i'm bored.
my two brothers are out and my mom is sleeping.
speaking of my mom, her birthday is coming soon and idk what to get for her :(.
i wish i had millions D:
ok crap, bye. :)

why is it happening? why?

2008-08-14T22:27:00.000+08:00

mood swings today and i don't wish to write here what or why.
next friday i'm going to KL and will be back on monday.

oh, this post is crap, i know.
kkthxbai.

it's like finally? heh

2008-08-13T18:17:00.004+08:00

Ok here i am, posting my entries so that my blog won't be dead etc :s
Well, saw A at canteen( like finally) and I look at him quite lot of time? Ok, not important, i know.
kk, nothing to say actually, but is just that school has been bore, ahuh. kkthxbai.

& to Sakeela, cheer up alright. Even I don't know what happen, be happy & stay strong always! :)

outing w serene(h) love.

2008-08-09T23:35:00.007+08:00

I feel really embarrassed.
I feel really regret for telling ____ for all my stories etc. Why am I so dumb eh? Why? >:(
I should think before I speak. Ok, forget it, will settle with ____ sooner.

Anyway, hang out with Serene today at Vivo City. Our outing was fun and tiring, hah. Met Serene at Habourfront. Then we walk around at Vivo. Saw some people which is the same school as me. Oh! There's this guy, also the same school with me and I keep staring at him every moment, non-stop. I stare because his looks was really hot, really really REALLY hot. Ok not important eh, lets continue. After that, I had lunch at Burger King. Then we sat upstairs and talk. Then I went home first at 430+pm while Serene waited for her Mom at Vivo. Thx yeah Serene and it's nice hanging out with you. Hope to see you again :). Takecare!

Watched Calefare & First Class.
Quite funny the show. Ohoh, max is darn handsome :B.
Ok ok, crap. Farewell. :)

Hah/

2008-08-08T19:55:00.004+08:00

Hello readers :).
Anyway, wanna wish Happy 43rd Birthday Singapore in advanced! and i really can't wait to meet my dearest Serene(H) tomorrow :D.

Well today school was alright. In the morning, saw A took the same bus with me, heh. Ok not important. After that had POA for the first period. Then had BEG and the lesson ended at 1140+am. Then all my gfs + Amira & Sarah waited at the canteen and then meet Mr Tan at 12pm outside our school restaurant. I feel really paiseh when I enter the restaurant. -.- We have to learn how to eat using spoon/fork etc and also, .. ok, i can't explain. Then after eating, we left the restaurant and Mr Tan treated us too, haha. And he also said that we have to write a report what we did wrong at the restaurant etc. -.- Ok eh, you just get what I'm writing here :B.
Then went back home at 1.30+pm. Around 330+pm, followed Kak Wani to Plaza Singapura. heh heh, finally. :B ok, then we wnt to Watson because Kak Wani wanted to buy some make-up thingy. Then went to Swensens and bought an Ice-cream cone which I forgot what the name is.
Then after that, went home back around 5+pm.
Well, Monday no school, how syiokkkk. :D.
Farewell.

National Day at school.

2008-08-07T16:03:00.003+08:00

Today my school is celebrating National Day, wow. -.-
School start at 8am and I woke up late. Then bathe etc and reach school around 830+am.
Had BEO lesson and I wasn't listening. After that had BEG. Then Mr Tan just explain us about our practical test and about restaurant? idk. Then he release us early. After that we walk around the school and see the shops/event they have. Then we sit at the canteen until 10+am. Then my gfs went to the Lecture Theatter(idk how to spell) room for "The House of Hell" which will have many pontianaks, ponchong etc inside. I was really chill plus a bit shaking inside even the pontianak or whoever touches me. Then I manage to get out of the door first, ok tk important -.-. Then waited at the canteen till 12pm, then we went home.

surveyyyyyy

2008-08-06T20:31:00.000+08:00

I have been tagged by Nur Alifah, the kecoh & hilarious one. :B

1.The last person to tag you is?
Meiko.

2.Your relationships with him/her is?
Ah, Habbo? :)

3.Your five impression of him/her is:
Cute, honest, pretty, out-going & funny

4.The most memorable thing she had done for you?
Haha, I can't remember -.-

5.The most memorable thing he/her said to you?
No idea, :D

6.If he/she becomes your lover,you will:
treasure her so much and I won't let her go.

7.I he/she become your lover, thing he/she need to improve on will be:
Uh? ._.

8.If he/she becomes your enemy,you will:
I hate enemy, everyone is my friend. Ok as if.

9.If he/she becomes your enemy,the reason will be:
-.-

10.The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is:
Idk?

11.Your overall impression of him/her:
Pretty awesome.

12.How you think people around you feel about you?
Ugly, probably.

13.The characters you love of yourself are:
I will love myself only when people make me happy all day.

14.On the contrary,the characters you hate of yourself are:
Being emotional/sentimental/discontent.

15.The most ideal person you want to be is:
My Mom.

16.For people that care and like you,say something to them:
Heh, Thanks for everything. I'm really glad I've a friend like you. -hugs-

17.Passed this quiz to 10 poeple that you wish to know how they feel about you:
1)ALIFAH
2)AZURA
3)KINZ
4)LYZA
5)NETNAPHA
6)RIZAH
7)SAKEELA
8) SERENE(H)
9) SYASYA
10) UMI

18.Who is no.6 having relationships with?
She's the property of Fazli. Stay forever you both! ;)

19.Is no.9 male or female?
Female. I love my cousie Syasya.

20.If no.7 & 10 are together,will it be a good thing?
Hoho. They use to be friends last term, but now, Umi has left school :(

21.What is no.2 studying about?
Office skill.

22.When was the last time you had chat with no.3?
Oh, haven't reply her tag yet ._. But i miss chatting with bby kinz! x3.

23.What kind of music no.8 like?
I forgot? Lol.

24.Does no.1 have any siblings?
Yeah babeh.

25.Will you woo no.3?
Wow, I think I would. But I wish I could turn to a guy so that I can woo kinz bby. Hah, ok not funny.

26.How about no.7?
HAHA. Can, can. Sakeela is a very pretty girl yknow.

27.Is no.4 single?
Nah, she's attached.

28.What's it the surname of no.5?
Win. Correct? Lol.

29.Whats the hobby of no.4?
She like to tell stories etc, gerek babe.

30.Does no.5 and 9 get along well?
o.o no?

31.Where is no.2 study at?
ITE Clementi.

32.Talk something casually about no.1:
Witty, cute, pretty, kecoh and good to be with.

33.Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
I love Serene very much eh.

34.Where does no.9 live at?
Around Jurong.

35.What colour no.4 like?
Oh, idk.

36.Are no.5 and 1 best friend?
Nope.

37.Does no.1 have any pets?
Idk?

38.is no.7 is the sexiest person in the world?
hahaha, yeah2 babeh.

39.What is no.10 doing now?
Maybe she's surfing the net, listening to music or chatting at msn.

to hernie nur'ain

2008-08-05T19:51:00.001+08:00

To my dearest Hernie Nur'Ain;

Before I went to bed, I always think of you. Thinking all the past we did eg, all those random stuff and argument + gossiping. And also, I've treated you badly during the past. Now i realize that god had punish me with some reason which I won't be mentioning here. I'm really sorry. :( I really really regret for everything I did. Hernie, you're the only one who always brighten my day and always understand me. You did your part of being a close friend and I fail it. And today, you told me that you're migrating to Portugal next month and now, I can't be close to you and I can't repay for what you did. What should I do? In class just now, I can't even concentrate and keep thinking about you and I was on mood swings either. Hernie, I wish you could stay here, forever. But, why your mom is like not understanding you at all? Oh forget it. I can't force your parents etc, but If you really leave, I will terribly miss you like hell. And wait, I vow that you're still, still my favorite most closest friend that I ever had for the past 8 +years. I will always love you and I'll treasure you for everything we did :) -hugggggggs-. Imy babe. :'(((((

School has been very boring so do lessons. But gfs are loved. :)

Alifah & Sakeela.

Rizah & Lyza.

Thx girls for everything we had so far. But sorry if I didn't share all my problems to you. And I don't know why :). See you girls tomorrow! TC! :D
Toodles.

such a b.

2008-08-02T22:37:00.001+08:00

Someone stole my school's skirt yesterday night/morning outside my house. wth lar.
People like this has no life. I wish I could put a camera outside my house and see whose the criminal is. ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGH. :(
I know you readers will think "Why should you worry about your skirt for? You can buy another one what. etc". But to me, I don't like when my things/stuffs or whatsoever are lost. It makes me feel so distress and my head keep repeating about it.

But seriously lah to the stealer, RETURN MY SKIRT. -.- Now I can't concentrate on my studies about POA and I keep thinking about that skirt. I know it's dumb. HAIYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
& on Monday, I would be wearing my ITE pants and I will look retard. Confirm, bye.
D:

I don't understand.

2008-08-02T15:33:00.002+08:00

I feel unwieldy.
I feel like I'm useless.
I feel like I'm suffocating.
I feel ..
Oh forget it.

Anyway,

Happy Birthday ABG! :D

jangan pernah berubah.

2008-08-01T17:20:00.008+08:00

ok, i'm updating Rizah!! :D.
Well, I feel lazy to update nowadays. Nothing to share/type. Heh.

Today had POA progress test on Unit 2. Mrs Ang is ________. >:( Actually the test should be on Monday (4 Aug), but it turn out to be today. She told us yesterday and it was last minute -.- bdh betol. The paper was okok and some, I do anyhow. Too much stress in my head. o.o
After POA was BEG. Mr Tan is getting boring. I thought he was interesting but then ... oh well.
Then class ended around 12pm and I won't continue what I do next(understand this line eh) :).

Tomorrow is my 3rd Brother Birthday. I can't wait to celebrate his birthday outside tmr and what gift should I give him? A hug? ._. Ok, nvm. :B
Well, my Sister & Mom birthday is coming soon too. 9 Aug & 18 Aug. Jealous man, heh. :D

1) To Hernie, Agnes(Atika) & Siti; Thanks for cheering me up. Thank yooous! :D x33

2) To Serene(H); Sorry we can't meet today. I feel really bad :( Anyways, I will text you when I'm free alright? Missssssssss yaaaawwww prettyhead! :D x33

3) To Rizah; Don't worry, I know how you feel. Jangan sedih-sedih lagi ok? Things will get better soon k? Insyallah. Be happy. If you have any problems, share with us. :) See you on Monday babe. :D x33

burnin' up,

2008-07-30T22:17:00.000+08:00

Class ended at 1pm because Care & Dialogue lesson was canceled. :B
Then we slack at the canteen for a while and my girls was hilarious thr, I swear. :D
Saw A along at the canteen and I'm happy. Muahahaaha :B -.-

Tmr school start at 8am, wth x|
and S&W1 lesson, confirm there would be running -.- haiyaaaaaaaaaaaaa. eh.
& sorry to my girls that I can't followed you babes to bowling!@#$ ._.